“Your plus one,” he repeated, almost a laugh, shifting his shoulders with another slightly pained grunt. Sish’s little snout was sharp; he winced, trying to get her head away from his ear to no avail. There was a funny sort of pause; he glanced back up at Cerise, wondering if she’d meant to say something else.
Another pause, and it slipped away. Well, she said, then – I suppose I ought to do that, haltingly, standing a moment more with a little furrow between her dark brows.
One of Sish’s feathered wings spread suddenly, and one of her paws nearly slipped in his scarf. He felt the claw in his skin this time. He cursed again, shoulder jerking; Sish’s other wing spread out, providing him with a face full of golden feathers. For a moment, he couldn’t see. Then he heard a click, and when Sish had rearranged her golden limbs over his shoulders, the room was empty except for the elegant, punctured furniture. He caught a flicker of movement and a click: the bedroom door shutting.
Sish chittered in his ear. He found himself sitting alone in the room with nothing but his thoughts, and Cerise getting ready just a thin wall over.
It wasn’t, he thought, reaching up and trying to arrange Sish’s claws a little less painfully – it wasn’t like he hadn’t spent his entire boyhood, and more besides, in a ladies’ changing room, helping touch up faces and hair and hunt for lacy shapeless things draped haphazardly across the backs of chairs and in piles. It wasn’t him who had so many rules about this shit. It wasn’t him who knew how fami – golly fami, or even normal fami – were supposed to act.
Maybe it was not knowing where the line was that made it so damned strange; he hadn’t a clue what Anatole would’ve done.
Why had she stood there for that few seconds, looking at him like she wasn’t sure what to do? Was he supposed to have left already, taken the cue? Had that been the cue?
It was a while. He thought there might have been running water, at one point. He listened to what sounded like a shuffling noise; he heard what he thought was the rustle of cloth, though he wasn’t sure, with Sish chittering so. She’d twisted halfway round, digging into his shoulder to steady herself as she preened her wing-feathers. A damp feather brushed his face. The smell was like a dockside alleyway every time her jaws parted. There were wet clacking noises.
Eventually, it was uiet, except for a few more shuffling noises. Then he heard a huff. Then a grunt, then a curse, then a more vivid curse. He stared at the smooth wood of the bedroom door a moment, listening to a thump and another huff.
He winced; he thought he could feel it pulling at his own scalp. He frowned, thinking of that lopsided pile of braid. It was a strange, soft feeling again, one he couldn’t put his finger on, one he didn’t much like.
There was a clack like a brush being set down roughly.
He wasn’t sure why he did it. It didn’t take much urging to get Sish off his shoulders; she was already climbing the back of the chair. He heard her sharpening her claws against the upholstery behind him, but he couldn’t bring himself to think about the bill.
He froze at the door, tight throat, something heavy at the bottom of his stomach. He knocked, then, lightly. “May I – come in, Cerise?”