t’d been a strangely short walk back, all told. If Tom’s memories had given him trouble, he’d shown no sign of it. He’d been too relieved to think too hard on the imbala at his shoulder, too grateful just to feel the solid presence of him, to have felt the familiar firm grip of his hand as he levered him shakily to his feet. Then, on the stairs, he’d been too busy listening to Capaldi’s shouts, the banging of his fist on the captain’s door, straining to hear if there was anything underneath them.
In the hall, Aremu was past him before he could say a word, and he knew, by then, words weren’t needed. He noticed the drag of one leg on the floorboards and grimaced. Capaldi was still banging at the door, but he turned, and spilled out his surprise — and Tom couldn’t see what was in the imbala’s eyes, but he could see it reflected into Capaldi’s face, and he wasn’t surprised when the captain’s lapdog let the passive by. His own face was grim, grimmer, as Aremu knocked. It was a slow, even knock, nothing like Capaldi’s banging.
The door opened, and Tom sagged against the wall. Wasn’t just her field bright and sharp: she was vivid, even dark against the light coming through behind her; the smile on her painted lips was vivid, the old blood trail down her chin was vivid. There was some rumpling about her dress, a crease to the collar, but nothing looked torn, and he saw no other blood.
Watching her pout at Aremu, Tom couldn’t help the relieved smile that broke across his face. He wondered, maybe for the first time, how a Bastian galdor’d come to feel so strongly about a passive; but he reckoned the bonds of a crew were close, and Uzoji’d cared deeply for him. He couldn’t hear (or see, or feel, for that matter) Isidore Giordanetto, and Capaldi’s field beside him was dampening, and he felt pleasantly emptied-out. It was like getting through a fight alive.
The imbala moved past her, and she turned next to him. He’d not a single clue how he looked, but it couldn’t’ve been any worse than the rest of them. He half-expected her to dismiss him; but when she spoke, it didn’t sound much like a suggestion. He stifled the smile, nodded once (and fair seriously), and bowed as much as his aching back could handle. Then he moved into the study, seeing Aremu’d already half-melted into one of the leather chairs.
Tom collapsed immediately into one nearby. He sprawled like a cat, one skinny arm draped over the side, legs loosely crossed.
Like this, he could bring himself to look round him. After the engine room, it was chilly, and he felt spoiled for air to breathe. Frown deepening, he took in the broken glass on the study floor. He raised his eyes to the dining room door, and they widened fractionally. From here, he could make out half a man’s shape, utterly prone: a splayed-out leg, a limp hand near a puddle of wine and a broken glass bulb. Tom sucked at a tooth contemplatively. A little worried, but not too much.
Niccolette’s voice drew his eyes back to the door. He tried to focus on it. By the time she shut the door, he reckoned he’d got the gist. He reckoned Capaldi did, too — leastways, he sure as hell hoped he did, for his sake.
He felt slightly disappointed, but maybe Giordanetto hadn’t had enough scars to make it work benny.
Tom raised his head a little more as she moved back to tend to Aremu, brow knitting with concern when he groaned, and relaxing, just a pina, when he laughed. When Niccolette spoke, matter-of-fact, Tom rested his head back against the chair.
She turned and looked at him with raised brows, with something like a challenge in her eyes. He didn’t have much more pretense in him. He found it in himself to quirk one eyebrow sharply, then let his head loll and shut his eyes.
He drifted, or tried to, though he kept catching himself, like it still wasn’t safe, like he’d still wake and find himself — suddenly tense, he listened to Niccolette’s footsteps moving away. But by the time she came back, he’d forced himself to relax again. He opened up one eye to see her setting the bottle of Villamarzana on the table and fishing out two cut-glass tumblers.
“Aye, madam, I reckon so,” he grunted, and pushed himself up on the arm of the chair. He watched Niccolette pour one glass, then the other, and hand one to Aremu. When Tom took his, he raised it cheerfully to Niccolette and Aremu in a toast.
Then, he took a drink; he paused, thinking the Terenadetto wasn’t half bad, this time. Then again, nothing was half bad at a time like this. He drained most of the glass with his second draught. In a strange way, he didn’t think he’d been more comfortable in months.
“Thank you. Circle keep the both of you,” he breathed. His lips twisted, curling a little. He looked through the doorway to the dining room for a moment, tapping the rim of his glass with a fingernail, then looked back at Niccolette and Aremu. “Sostratos backlashed himself unconscious down in the engine room; he’s still there, so you know, but I suspect he’s no priority. Ada’xa Ediwo was just in time, else I don’t know what would’ve happened.” Not a single lie, he thought pleasantly. You’re outdoing yourself tonight.
He shifted against the leather, settling back again with his glass. He took another drink, finishing off the dregs. “The captain,” he started, then hesitated; his frown deepened.
Will there be problems? He didn’t want to ask, not with the trail of blood down Niccolette’s chin; he wished he didn’t have to care. But he thought of sharp-eyed Capaldi, Galatas, even mung Sostratos still in the engine room. He thought of complications; he thought of poisoned gin, of sabotage. He thought about the mess they might be leaving at Hawke’s feet.
“Is he our Brother?” he asked, much more softly.